BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1598 Pleasure?
Chapter 1598 Pleasure?
And if you add the time, I spent inside the Trial Tower\'s Illusion, I am much older. So yes, I am not the inexperienced Aisha I was before, I know what you are going through, I have experienced the same thing before, just that what I experienced was much stronger while in your case, your resistance to change is much stronger because you have been living like this for thousands of years."
"You are right." Eisheth nodded. "And this is the reason why I am so hesitant." The two Succubi stared at each other and, "Your case wasn\'t similar to mine. You fell in love, and you decided to change for your love. I don\'t even understand what I am feeling, as for changing…
For someone like me, change is not simple. I am not like you, I cannot enter the Trial Tower and strengthen my Bloodline, our race\'s weakness is marked into my entire self, I cannot just get rid of it.
I cannot spend the rest of my life with just a single man, my body will not allow that. For a Succubus like me, the pleasure I feel from sexual activities isn\'t just something that I like, it is something that is essential for my body to function. My body will not function without pleasure, and to seek this pleasure, my body and my mind will force me to find new sources of this pleasure." Eisheth explained the problem, but, "Heh." Aisha just laughed. Eisheth frowned, her daughter, however, just glanced at her and, "I am your daughter, Mother. I know how you have lived so far, things might have changed for me in these last few centuries, but not for you. You are the same as before, so I know, I understand what your body really needs.
And for God\'s sake, mother, please do not call what you seek \'pleasure\'. Honestly, you do not even know what pleasure even means." Eisheth narrowed her eyes when she heard those words. "Sure, you are known as the Queen of Succubus, but you have no idea what it is like to be treated like a Queen. What pleasure? Finding different men you feel no connection with and having sex with them? You call that pleasure? Why don\'t we have a discussion about that? How many times do you experience an orgasm every time you \'seek\' this pleasure? How many times do men simply pass out because they are unable to handle you? Nôv(el)B\\\\jnn
You are right, your body does seek pleasure, but never once in your entire life have you satiated your body\'s desires, Mother. You have never experienced real pleasure because you never felt connected to the men you spent your time with. Your current situation is similar to a Vampire who has only tasted animal blood his entire life and now, his body, which actually craves the real blood of an intelligent species, now thinks that only animal blood exists in this blood and has now adapted and settled for less. Yes, your cravings might go, and your body might function, But it is never fully satisfied. You are never truly satiated, Your desires, your cravings, your urges, your needs, Everything is still there, just that they are hidden so deep that even you cannot find them.
This is the reason why you continuously try to consume more and more \'animal blood\' in hopes of actually satiating yourself, but the fact is, Animal blood would never be the same as the real Blood. And you must have sensed it as well, How many times are you actually looking forward to having sex with those concubines of yours? They are supposed to satisfy your desires and cravings, correct? How many times do you actually look forward to all that? How many times in the day do you think of having sex while you are busy with other matters?
Do you even think about it at all? Or do you just think of it when your body starts reacting and your cravings get out of control?" "…" Eisheth didn\'t answer. After all, she didn\'t need to. Aisha already knew the answer to her questions. She simply stared at her mother, letting her think in silence. After this slight pause, she spoke again, "All the time." Eisheth, who was lost in her thoughts glanced at her daughter and Aisha continued, "I think about Nux all the time, even now, my head is cloudy because my mind is thinking about him. My body wants him, my body craves his touch, and feel the same every single second and I am not alone," Aisha then glanced at her mother and, "Do you remember the first time you met Nux and my sisters?"